i write sins not tragedies
Monday, April 14, 2008
「 auditited on 4:27 AM 」



i just had a wonderful bath!
coz rene complained that i stink
and refused to let me sleep beside her
I said "i smell fine! i bathed before i came to your house!"
She said "no. you are not allowed to hug my pillows nor sleep on my bed if you don't bathe"
then...
she fell asleep.
OH WELLS.

earlier on, had a very terrible quarrel with her.
the quarrel started last night....
wen whispered into rene's ear while she was sleeping "dearie, im going home in the morning (@7am) coz i needa send my dad to work"
rene, eyes closed "ok"

the next day @ like 11am...
rene called "where are you huh!!!!" -----> she screamed!
wen, "sleeping... coz i slept only at 7am"
rene, "you dint keep your promise! you can come here sleep!"
(typing in third party is freaking time consuming...)

i remained ignorant coz i was bloooody tired.
so she was angry. like fuming mad kind.
so she went on facebook,
changed her status to single,
dropped me a nasty msg on my blog---->
so i was very angry and went to change mine too
damn childish. what to do.
angry pple do silly stupid things.
seriously. she shouted at me like a dozen times.
when all that went through my head was "why cant you fucking understand!"
so i was damn angry and ignored her for the rest of the afternoon.
(ya. predictably, she was angry with that too)
she gave me a couple of phone calls in the afternoon...
but they ended nastily too.
like randomly and suddenly i will go BYE BYE.
or like "OK FINE. I HAVE NTH TO SAY"
or simply like "------------------------" ---> the call suddenly ended.
RAH.
damn angry. somemore i had to study!

i only went over to her hse at 8pm.
bought a banana walnut loaf from starbucks
with a handwritten msg on the package
"its the end of the world and this is the last piece of cake"
(ok. coz in one of the phone calls we mentioned sth bout end of the world or break up or sth. i forgot.)
then i threw it on her study table.
oh ya! she dint tell her mum that i was eating at her house!
so i went there with empty stomach.
then in the end, 3 of us had to share small portions of spaghetti which her mum cooked.
so embarrassing! she suck.

so quarreled one whole day.
we only just reconciled like 4 hrs ago? --> when she was falling asleep.
conclusion: its a stupid and unnecessary quarrel which benefited none.

im studying now. on hedge accounting.
dying. coz its damn confusing and difficult.
that explains why my textbook cover is ADVANCED financial accounting.

i might be taking a graphic design course after i graduate and before i start work.
coz im afraid there might not be a chance that i would do sth that i am REALLY interested in.
ya. accounting is not my cup of tea.
but it brings me wealth. which is super impt in Singapore.
anyway, i found a school which offers part time certification,
which i can fit into the May - June holiday.

IF NOT, i will take the CEHA (Common Examination for Housing Agents) course.
cos my parents want me too.
you see, my whole family are housing agents
i.e. my mum and dad, auntie and uncle.
so... as a family tradition, i should follow suit and be one (part-time maybe?) too.
cons' mouth opened as big as like 5cm when she heard that i want to take CEHA.
haha.
see how.

alrights. some pictures from my performance for INT270!

Title of piece: Symphony of Possessive Obsession

my obsession with ropes (i look retarded. but supposed to look like that!)


mopper marching ard, im tying pple, wrapper wrapped, boxes destroyed
(i look like im flying a kite!)

another angle of obsession


movement restricted by glad wrap (it wraps tighter and tighter)


wrapped. and she fell to the ground.


and the performance ended.

it looks messy.
the end supposed to look like a wrapped giant piece that looks ready to be shipped off.
BUT! during the performance i accidentally strangled joanne (the wrapper) too tightly that she could not breathe. so we gotta stop early and hence, the wrapping was minimal!
so sorry. i tried to untie her professionally.
but i always ended up tightening her even more!
oh wells.
im glad that int270 is over.
not that i really hate it but i just cant enjoy it.
thought i would be doing more of graphic design (those 2D kind).
this is too much to churn. at least now is not the time. haha.

i can hear the birds chirp!
im going to bed.
actually rene's temper improved since the first day i knew her.
improved A LOT.
mine obviously went worst.
but thats besides the fact that shes still as demanding as ever!
rah!
im gonna strangle her in her sleep.
like now.
HA HA.